I actually can't believe I made it! :-) It's the 30th of November 2015 and this is the beginning of the end. Let me explain...it's the beginning of something new and the end of a traumatic experience which I have now laid to rest on the 30th day of this month. The door is shut! It may try to open now again bit it is shut! There is no point of me going back and forth reliving traumatic experiences where they have been laid to rest. It would be like digging up  grave. Good riddence! It's time to LIVE! :-)