Hello OctoberI made it through September...yay me! :-) It flew by, I can't actually believe it! :o I hope October and November are smooth sailing also...I guess there's no point in asking how you've all been? Lol I will make my blog public again eventually...just not any time soon. :-) I've figured out some really cool creative problems (design wise) which means I can really do what I envision in my mind. I really want the blog to reflect who I am creatively and I don't think it does that. :-/ Ever since cancelling my trip to Los Angeles I thought I was going to have the hardest time living with my decision. I'm not saying it hasn't been difficult...but I feel as though I went through the motions of falling and rising again pretty quickly. But then again I do have amazing support and the unconditional love of my heavenly father.

I do sometimes feel like my soul is still trapped there (LA) but I know thats the enemy. One day I'm going to write a book or make a film about my life! #1415 Anyhoodle...I've set myself a few goals for this month and I hope to see some drastic results. I've started my DFD again...so I'm now keeping track of everything I put in my body. I haven't been documenting it on here but I do have it for my own records. Blogging what I ate everyday was a lot of work but it really did keep me accountable. 

Another goal I have is to grow out all my layers and nape area. I noticed I have some damage back there which I think is from me being to rough when detangling combined with improper (lazy) moisturising and sealing. I'm really enjoying wearing my hair straight at the moment...I have a relaxer due this month but I'm hoping to stretch to some time next year. I cut 2" off the other day which wasn't really needed but like I said I'm growing out all the layers! All of this would not be worth if if I don't remember to take my vitamins, especially my iron tablets and do my BTR'S. Btw I still need to purchase my hooded dryer.

As I'm typing this I just realised I made a promise to myself that if I didn't go back to they gym by the end of this month I would cancel membership...uh oh!! :o
Well...because I have what I currently call extenuating circumstances I'm external ding it to the 1st full week in October. Lol

Another goal I've set for myself as silly as it may sound is to do something nice for myself everyday, no matter how big or small! I must do something nice for myself that will make me happy! And not feel guilty about it. I also need to remind myself that I don't need to wait for an occasion/ event to do this. I can do it just because...I'm doing it for me and me ONLY! :-)

I honestly can't believe we're in the last quarter of the year! I mean...it feels like I just blinked from last year to this year. Wow! I really wanna travel next year and I will God willing. Happy October everyone, let's make it a great one!