SEPTEMBER



I planned to do a 3 month challenge where I would blog everyday from September to November but never got round to starting it. Last week I was sooo sick...I mean couldn't get outta bed, neck so stiff, chest, nose and throat clogged like a sink siiiicccckkk!!! I haven't been that ill in a long time, it was awful. I can breathe again but still have a chesty cough. Now, I'm feeling a bit better I thought I'd give it a try. I've been having mixed feelings about my blog as to whether I should delete it and start a whole new one but some how I couldn't find it in my heart to let go. Lol
Its like my baby. :-) I have- deleted all my social media for now...Facebook, Twitter, Instagram. I'm not sure if I'll bring them back but for now...this is the situation. I've also made my blog private to invited readers only. I dunno...I just felt like it. 

I've been making some drastic changes lately...I just need to figure s*** out on my own, away from everyone with no one bothering me! :-) All my gadgets seem to be breaking down...my laptop, tab...even my microwave exploded recently. :-( I have abandoned the gym like...I've told myself if I don't go back this month I will cancel my membership. So...the jokes on me really. Lol
To stay focused on whatever it is I need or am trying to do I have to isolate myself. I've always been this way and it's the only way I can get things done. I really need to learn to say no and put myself first otherwise I will continue to be miserable. There is no one to look out for me or have my back, it's just me! So...
Any who I feel like this is heading south very quickly sooo...I'm gonna post a letter to myself and hopefully this time next year I'll be in a different place..