I'm  scared, anxious, excited, gut-wrenchingly TERRIFIED! I keep being told this is normal?! I mean...it's normal to be anxious in any situation where you're taking a risk. But if it's to the point where it's making you ill, I would think one would have to revaluate the whole idea. It's not even an idea anymore  because everything has been set in motion to go go GO! "Feel the fear and do it anyway" quote comes to mind. I don't know what that means because I don't trust my gut. How do I know I'm making the right decision? I don't want to wake up one day full of regrets but at the same time I don't want to be foolish. I've asked for so many signs and recieved the same answer everytime. I always pray my mind is not playing tricks on me. I keep asking myself..."AM I brave or stupid? Is this what you really want? Are you sure?" One day will we read this and laugh at how young and anxious I was..?
Will this be something we share at a celebration and laugh about for years to come? Only God knows...
I have been worrying about something I have no control over! The amount of time I spend worrying about tomorrow instead of living in today. Smh

Is it all really worth it? God wouldn't have brought me this far to leave me now. I will continue to trust and pray that this is the right decision. The way everything just fell into place just like that, seems almost too good to be true! But then again, I was promised these blessings. It's time to "Let Go and Let God".